Father Seth

Seth had come to Earth to set things right again. He was less flexible j and more easily disturbed m than had been Abel, before him; and lately, he'd been plagued c with a nagging c conviction n that he was responsible y for something he was not quite able to remember m. His weighty w destiny as the favored of Adam's family m required him to maintain a tight focus a: to revaluate w, taking stock—again, and yet again t—of his spiritual c obligations n to the lives of those so impacted by his own life h.

Gematria 1550  nqta:  
He felt a need to be alerted in precise a detail t about whatever Heaven's Kingdom q might demand of him n.

Numerology 182  bpq  >  92  bx  >  83  gp  > 
 38  jl  >  29  fk  >  11  ay  >  2  b: 
Seth acknowledged that this anxiety q was symptomatic p of his personal difficulty b in overcoming x private b faults and inadequacies p, and his nervous anxieties g were forcing him to discipline l his imagination j. He had become known as the "sure-footed shepherd," a distraction that saddled him with obligations as he stumbled k along within a life torn between self interest and a need to serve others f.

 Undertaken as duties in the beginning, his service to others had now become a personal necessity y. Zeal had been eating him up, when he suddenly (very nearly) understood! Whenever a question becomes apparent, it's because the answer is already within reach! He would prioritize his labors by the degree to which they would add to the wellbeing a  of everyone, himself included b!