Kenan, Father of Mahalalel

Hate c that is harbored within the soul b suffocates o. It lays claim y to
memories m, and devours c hope, undercutting the promise n of its victims h.

Gematria 777  zoct:
As spiritual conflict t intensifies c, it also compromises o willpower z.

Numerology 102  bq  >  30  l  > 
21  ak  >  12  by  >  3  g:
The dark night q of the soul b will follow. It demands maturity l; for the exposure k of personal inadequacy a adds y anguish b to desperation g.