hdo עדה Adah |
community; flock, herd, swarm; assembly; testimony, precept, witness; be-jeweled; to skip, omit, pass over. |
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Shamed about the prevalence
o of
pain
d within the lives h of her family, Adah was slow to welcome Lamech’s
confession. It was obvious
o
his recent heartache d
had found some relief h,
but she was dismayed
o
by the cost d
it would shower on the rest of them h. If the man’s kin
o called for punishment d, only spilled blood could satisfy h.
Everyone had need to burden the family for
some reason, but Lamech’s lament had exposed all of them to another
level of recriminations and senseless killings: not by what he had
done,
but because his telling
of it had painted targets on all
their backs! Well, that was how she first saw it, but thinking on it,
now, she realized that all of them
had blood guilt long before this!
Dark deeds had swallowed up every good thing any of them had
ever
done, and their code of silence had made them all complicit in every bad
thing.
She was daydreaming o about
possibilities
d
of escape
h, when she was unexpectedly
astonished o by
a stab d of
regret h: it
just wasn’t fitting o that
her family should find relief h while the loved ones of her husband’s victims
still suffered d!
As things now stood, everyone concerned was hurting. Soberly o
monitoring d her feelings h, she began to search h for an opening d that could lead to the wellbeing h of everyone.
She suspected that—just beyond her vision h, a guardian was watching over them all f. She understood o that finding and following an open path d to healing might take awhile h; but her growing expectation k was that a remedy h
would present itself, offering a way of escape z, even though tragedy k
was favored h, so strongly, to prevail z ! |
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